my dad is driving me absolutly crazy!! Ever since I got home yesterday he hasnt left me alone. I mean he just keeps following me around. He even stood at the door the entire duration of my shower talking me and asking pointless questions. Last night he came in to check on me every 15-30 minutes until midnight. I am going to go crazy!! He came into my room earlier(the 3rd time in an hour) and starts talking to me again and rubbing my knee(I HATE PEOPLE RUBBING ME!) so I pull my leg away and he starts crying because I am being mean. me mean? What kind of reaction does he expect after he has been stalking me for the last 2 days. I know he only acts like this(all nice, calm, like a lost puppy) when he is upset about something and he definatly is upset about something  He is acting all paranoid. Telling me to only anwser the phone if I know exactly who it is and dont anwser the door, act like no one is home if the doorbell rings, to turn down my tv to a practicaly unaudible level so people outside cant possibly hear it. I dont know what is going on, but I am a bit freaked out. All he would tell me is that he doesnt want to talk to someone.

I dont care what is going on. I just want him to leave me alone and go back to work. 2 more days and then we are back to our regular rutine. If I hadnt left for 4 days I probably would have gone crazy. I know I should enjoy him being all nice and loving, but it just annoys me. I almost miss his mean, rude, loud, abusive, controlling self. He still is controlling. He came to check on me last night while I was writing in my journal and would not give up until I told him what I was writing. now he knows I have a journal and he can probably guess where it was hiding, meaning i have to find a new hiding spot.

I dont know what is with him, maybe he missed meso much that he has to make sure I am still here. Whatever it is, it needs to stop. The stalking needs to stop. The paranoia needs to stop or I will probably kill someone, namely him

On a happier note....HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY SUNNY(my dog)!!!!!